Problems...

Life is never been easier.
I walk straightly to my future, but suddenly a quite big rock hits me. I know where do the rock comes from.

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Yeah, aku memang sedang menempuh studi S-1 ku. Namun semua tahu, hidup tanpa masalah bagai sayur tanpa garam. And yes, in this very early semester, I had a -maybe two, or three- problem(s). One of those is still about love, but I ain't involved in, I think. Sebut saja saya sebagai orang ketiga -begitu menurut mereka, tapi tidak menurut saya- karena saya dekat dengan si cowok yang udah punya cewek, and it was so complicated, because I think we're just friends, but it wasn't that simple for any other guys. And yeah, it was more and more complicated. I feel very bad. But actually, it's solved now. One problem was clear.

The others? Not yet. Even I don't know what was my faults? I didn't realize if I had made mistakes.
And they do drive me crazy. I just can't fully focus on my study, but I try hard. And I want my problems solved sooner. Sooner, better.

The point is, I'm here standing alone in my university, with no close friends whom are originally mine. My friends here are all new. And I don't want to have enemies. Got it?

Hhh, be nice to me, life. I want to make friends with as much as people. I'll solve the problem soon, hopefully.


Feels terrible,